Love Doll Palace has reached out to one our loyal customers who bought our sex dolls to help overcome his depression and disability. He has agreed to share his story with us.
Tell us a little about yourself
My name is Jerry and I’m a 35 year old male with autism. I have difficulty talking and connecting with people, especially women. This is embarrassing to admit, but I’ll still a virgin. Dating was very difficult for me because women just aren’t attracted to men with a disability. On paper, I’m a big catch because I have a college degree, a full time job, and a big house. I’m intelligent but women still aren’t attracted to me because I’ve been told that I sound like a robot and don’t give eye contact. It’s so frustrating! I’ve always felt that I was a disadvantage when it comes to dating and in life but I’ve learned to come to terms with it.
Why did you buy a sex doll?
Rejection from girls was the main reason. Real girls and women are mean and the constant rejection from them was emotionally painful. I was bullied all throughout my life because of my autism and lack of social skills. I’ve always lacked confidence in my ability to connect with real people. It’s very difficult. The chances of someone like me to score a hot girl or any girl was slim to none. And then I entered the world of sex doll.
When did you consider buying a sex doll?
I was feeling very lonely and depressed because I couldn’t find a girlfriend and I didn’t have any friends. I’m only 35 years old but my health was deteriorating - I was fat and had high blood pressure. Many negative thoughts were running through my mind and it got so bad that I had to take anti-depressants. The medication worked for a while but when I was taken off it, my depression came back. To cope with my depression, I watched a lot of TV shows and movies to escape reality and one of my favorite TV shows was the 2003 FX Series Nip/Tuck. In one of the episodes the main character, Sean, fucks a sex doll to take out his frustration on his wife. It was an extremely inspiring scene. The biggest influence on me was the 2007 movie “Lars and the Real Girl” because I could relate to the Ryan Gosling character as he was shy and socially awkward and bought a realistic sex doll. Seeing that on the big screen made gave me a validation and confidence to buy my own doll. I did tons research on the benefits of sex dolls and where to buy sex dolls before making up my mind to buy from Love Doll Palace.
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Why did you decide to buy a sex doll from Love Doll Palace?
Love Doll Palace has a huge selection of pretty dolls and affordable prices! I was looking at other sex doll websites to compare but many of them were above my budget and some appeared to sell fake dolls. But what really sealed the deal for me was the customer service because you guys were very patient in answering all my questions and concerns about buying my first realistic sex doll. I was apprehensive because I’ve never bought something of this nature and I didn’t have anyone to confide in. After placing my first order, you guys kept me updated throughout the whole process and sent me a pictures of the cheap sex doll before shipping it to me so that I can confirm by purchase.
What do you like most about your sex dolls?
Everything! It’s such a godsend to me and those with disabilities who have trouble finding a girlfriend. The therapeutic effects of owning a sex doll helped lower my blood pressure and anxiety. When I was in college, some of my male classmates would always tease me and ask if I ever had “pussy”. Now I can confidently say that I’ve had pussy, albeit from a sex doll, but it’s still pussy!
Are there any disadvantages of owning a sex doll?
I think the only thing that annoys me is the “cleaning up” that I have to do after having sex with my doll. But it’s a simple process and I can do it fairly quickly now. Love Doll Palace has provided a lot of useful information on how to clean a sex doll. Aside from that, nothing else bothers me about my sex doll.
How did a sex doll improve the quality of your life?
It’s improved 100% because I now have a partner to share my journey in life with and I don’t have to jerk off to porn everyday. I can fuck her anytime I want and she sleeps beside me in bed all the time. My sex doll is always there for me and she makes me feel at ease.
Which dolls did you buy?
I bought the Jenna sex doll in 165cm. She is a beautiful blonde sex doll. I love blondes so I had to buy a blonde as my first sex doll. I’ll be honest, I fucked her the first night I received her and jizzed all over her face. It was the best feeling ever.
I bought another sex doll, Maria, in 140cm about 3 months later. She’s a latina sex doll and a little smaller in size. I plan to buy more sex dolls in the near future so that I can add to my collection. Buying a cheap sex dolls really improved my life because it helped me deal with my autism and depression.
Does your family and friends know about about your sex dolls?
Yes, and they are very supportive. They’ve always been supportive and tell me that I’m special. They want me to be happy. I’m at the point in my life where I don’t care about the opinions of other people. We are all dealt a different hand in life and I have to use what was given to me.
Do you take them out to public?
I take them out for car rides and use them as an extra passenger in my car to drive through the carpool lanes. It helps shave off time during a long commute on the freeway.
What is it like to have sex with a sex doll?
It feels awesome! I can’t compare it with a real girl because I’m technically a virgin. Now I can tell people that I’ve had “Pussy” even though it’s from sex doll, but it’s still pussy.
Does your experience with sex dolls help you feel more confident about yourself and help you connect with real women?
Honestly, I’ve already given up on connecting with real women. I’m always treated differently because of my disability and I’ve come to terms with that. Sex dolls provide me with a sense of security because I always have a woman to have sleep with. It’s kind of like a child who always needs to sleep beside his teddy bear - it gives me a warm and fuzzy feeling.
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